Nostalgia

Seriously why am I blogging like crazy? I don't think I've ever blogged this much in my entire lifetime.
Meh, I should stop complaining, it just sucks.
Perhaps I am just being melodramatic. Or a silly girl. Or stupid or whatever. But this is tearing me apart. Somethings wrong with my BRAIN.. cranium. I do not know the answer. I hate not knowing.

for now,
i'll let myself be a bit irrational.
always take everything with a grain of salt.
be thankful for anything.
sometimes risks are what gets you farther in life.