I just realized, one of the many zillions of trivialities that spark my hyperactive imagination late at night when I can't sleep:
1. I wonder how my Arvin is?
2. When the fuck am I gonna get that full time job?
3. What will happen in a few months?
4. What shall I do tomorrow since I only work a few hours in a week?
And some recent absurdity:
.. Why am I thinking about this other "thing" when I shouldn't be? Cousin Ellaine said, to not let it get over me. Trust me, hell I'm not. But it's the same issue over and over. People like to make blah stories. And now, it's all bouncing in my insane head.
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